28 Nov 2022

The body. Soft, corporeal, vessel. What does caring mean? I’m scared I’ll weave down those same roads, erratic, sharp, uncontrolled and so controlling. It’s not quitting smoking. It’s not quitting drinking. It is a series of decisions I make and make and make, like walking around the block.

A couple of dumpsters sit in a cement lot behind a building.

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